WEEK SIX - Week of March 31 - Let the neuoticness begin


[Associates in Orthopedics GL]
How many tests does it take? You’d think after 11 positive PG tests that I’d realize that I am, in fact, pregnant. Not so! I think the shock is still so strong that I’m having a hard time coming to terms with it. I’m reminded in everything I do....what I eat, what I drink, how I have to turn a blind eye to my dark roots until the second trimester!

On to my next neurotic thoughts! Now that the pregnancy is starting to set in more, the fears and neurotic obsessive thoughts are beginning to run rampant! I’ve been reading two different pregnancy-related books, and after last night’s chapters, I’m convinced I’m having a tubal pregnancy. Granted, I have no symptoms to speak of, but that doesn’t stop my insane mine from going crazy.I figure I might as well just toss those fears aside though, because what happens will happen, so time to fully embrace and enjoy this “inhabiting”. I can’t control if the baby stays with me for another 9 months or not, so I might as well enjoy the time that we’re together. As I type, Stewie is retelling his birthing story on Family Guy. Oh such entertainment I get from that show!