We headed back home to get her on the blanket as soon as we could so that we can end this whole ordeal as quickly as possible. It continues to take all three of us to take care of her, and I have been dubbed Bessie the Cow! Daddy or Grandma changes her diaper and then brings her in to me to be fed. I feed her [up to 50 minutes sometimes] and by the time that's done and she's been burped, I'm exhausted, so they come in, take her away and let me get a few more bits of sleep, only to start the process over 45 minutes later. I am so sore from my stitches from delivery and from getting used to breastfeeding, so every afternoon I have a melt down of some sort. I knew motherhood would be hard, but I did not know it was going to be this painful!!


