Day 303: September 24 - I just want off this roller coaster!


RARGH!!!! Being a Mommy continues to make me CRA-ZY! I am now getting more milk that I'm just pumping to relieve engorgement and not trying to keep up with Katie's consumption! Oh the roller coaster of being a mommy and questioning every decision you make! I was taking some medication to help encourage milk production, but one of the side effects is that it makes you mentally unstable. Looks like it's doing that, for sure. It could also be that now that I'm relaxing and not forcing my body to keep up with production that it's able to relax enough to produce more. Maybe we won't quit just yet.












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